In Her Time, In Her WayReagan, from the moment I found out you were on the way, you have always done things your way. You’re the only child of mine to arrive before their due date, a surprising two weeks early. You have asserted your position in the family from the moment you entered our lives, never rushed or hurried. Arriving at milestones and conclusions in your time, your way. Never early or late, but always right on time.
You are the logical one. I can see the wheels in your head turning as you process ideas. You are not one to act on emotion or on impulse. You like to think things through to their conclusion, inasmuch as a five-year-old is able. You, my love, are a thinker.
So it was no surprise to me that you were taking your time to make a decision about accepting Christ into your heart. Your older sister and brother were both four years old when they asked Jesus into their hearts, and I wondered when it would be your turn. We’ve had the conversations time and time again. But every time I asked if you were ready to take the next step, you’d shrug your slim shoulders and change the subject. And I was ok with that because I knew that when you were finally ready, there’d be no holding you back. I was more than happy to continue answering your questions, content with the small glimpses into your heart. I knew God was at work with you.
Last night was a big night for you, Reagan. I’d come home from a meeting and found out that it was Daddy who got to pray with you and welcome you into the kingdom of God. You came running of your bedroom, eyes sparkling, wide smile, and almost leaped into my arms. Before I could chastise you for not being asleep, you and Devyn announced that you became a Christian during bedtime prayers. My Love, the excitement and joy I felt cannot be adequately explained here.
Reagan Jacqueline, you are a light. You are not one who is easily deterred or swayed. You stand strong and I have no doubt that you will be used for great things in God’s kingdom. I pray that you’ll always know how much your Father loves and cares for you, that you’ll always be aware of His grace. I am so thrilled to have your name listed alongside ours in the Book of Life. This journey as Follower of Christ is a wild one, and if anyone is up for the adventure, its you. Welcome, my Love, hang on tight!