Eeek! What have I done?!
If you follow me on Twitter, then you already know what I’m about to talk about. If not, then this is BRAND-NEW INFORMATION. (Sorry, borrowing Phoebe’s phrase from Friends. Is anyone else loving Friends on Nick at Night as much as I am?!)
Last year, I started hearing about this blogging conference called Blissdom. But since I had a newborn, it was pretty much out of the question. Not to mention that finances were tight. However, the idea has firmly implanted itself in my head.
When Blissdom started releasing more information this past fall, Jon and I started having some serious conversations about whether I should, or could, attend. And with utter shock, I pressed the purchase button for my Blissdom ticket last month.
This last week has been a flurry of finding airline tickets, child care (thank you family!), designing my business cards, anxiety and panic attacks, and deep breaths. I am going on a trip. Alone. B y myself. Knowing not a single person.
I have very mixed emotions about this trip. I have no desire to grow my personal blog. None. In fact, the very idea of becoming a bigger blogger makes me anxious. I have turned down every offer to earn any revenue off this blog, for the simple fact that this is MY space. My own personal story. Its never been a desire of mine to become bigger than the audience I’ve been given. Does that make any sense?
My business blog is another story. And that is why I’m going to Blissdom.
Blissdom has a number of business sessions that I’m really excited to sit in on. I can’t wait to hear what I’m doing right or wrong, or what I can do better. I think it’ll be an amazing networking opportunity. There are some other sessions that I’m interested in too.
I’m SO excited to meet so many of the wonderful ladies I’ve met through Twitter and designing. Those that know me in real life, know that I’m a hugger. A BIG hugger. I’ve worked with a lot of these ladies for a long time, they’ve become special to me. And I can’t wait to hug them in person.
So there you have it. I’ll be in Nashville, Tennessee next month. And I’m both utterly terrified (what if they don’t like me) and extremely excited! Dear lord, what I have I gotten myself into?!